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12:56 AM
- Saturday, January 31, 2009
Sayyidul-Istighfar

اللَّهُمَّ أَنْتَ رَبِّي لا إِلَهَ إِلا أَنْتَ خَلَقْتَنِي وَأَنَا عَبْدُكَ وَأَنَا عَلَى عَهْدِكَ وَوَعْدِكَ مَا اسْتَطَعْتُ أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ شَرِّ مَا صَنَعْتُ أَبُوءُ لَكَ بِنِعْمَتِكَ عَلَيَّ وَأَبُوءُ لَكَ بِذَنْبِي فَاغْفِرْ لِي فَإِنَّهُ لا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلا أَنْتَ

O Allah! You are my Lord! None has the right to be worshipped but You. You created me and I am Your slave, and I am faithful to my covenant and my promise as much as I can. I seek refuge with You from all the evil I have done. I acknowledge before You all the blessings You have bestowed upon me, and I confess to You all my sins. So I entreat You to forgive my sins, for nobody can forgive sins except You.



I've been giving myself some time to think about matters concerning life, people around me and the way god have created humans as to serve him. For barely 20 years, I have been slacking and god has persevere enough till a point of probably no return. Making sins each day seems like a normal routine to everyone of us. Restricting our wants and needs are getting more complex.

Allah Ya Karim, help me overcome this feeling of discomfort.
Allah Ya Latif, sooth the temperamental erratic behavior of myself.
Allah Ya Rahman, obliged me to meet your beloved.
Allah Ya Rahim, congregate the chosen one where your holy land is placed again.

Deep down, there is still an empty slot in my heart.You know better than anyone else. Bestow me with a wish,your almighty.

1:58 AM
- Friday, January 30, 2009

ANAK LELAKI IBU

Usai salam ke kanan dan kiri
Setelah wirid dan istighfar
Tangan dhaif ini aku tadahkan
Mendoakan kebahagiaanmu

Di akhiran doa
Dalam rintih yang tertahan
Ku titipkan jua doa untuk saudara-saudara kita di sana

Anak lelaki ibu…..
Sedari kecil,
Engkaulah permata hati, mutiara kasih ibu,
Tidurmu kubelai dengan sayang,
Jagamu kubelai dengan manja,

Sedang, Ibu-ibu di bumi jihad itu,
Hanya rintih pilu yang kedengaran,
Menatap tubuh kaku si anak,
Yang perginya tanpa rela dan dosa,
Menjadi korban petualang agama.

Anak lelaki ibu…..
Tika dirimu menginjak remaja,
Engkau tenggelam di lautan ilmu,
Cita-citamu tinggi,
Usahamu tidak pernah jemu,

Biarpun payah,
Meski keringat dari tubuh ini kering,
Dan tenaga ini tidak bersisa lagi,
Namun harganya tidak terbanding dengan harapanku,
Untuk melihat kau megah di puncak itu.

Namun, Di bumi Isra’ dan Mikraj itu,
Anak-anak mudanya,
Cita-cita dan usaha mereka barangkali engkau tidak terfikirkan,
Tahukah engkau hai anak,
Cita-cita unggul mereka adalah syahid,
Usaha mereka tanpa jemu adalah jihad ke jalan Allah.

Anak lelaki ibu….
Dengan tangan ini,
Telahku didik engkau hingga menjadi seorang insani,
Pergilah perwira hati ibu,
Bantulah saudara-saudara kita di sana,
Perangilah semua soldadu-soldadu laknat itu,
Biarlah jiwa Sallahuddin bersatu di hatimu,
Agar nanti bumi suci itu tidak bertukar tuan.

Anak lelaki ibu…
Jangan gentar anakku,
Doaku akan sentiasa mengiringimu,
Walau nanti…
Tiada lagi desah nafas dari jasadmu,
Takkan kubiarkan walau setitik,
Airmata sedih mengalir dari mata ini,

Kerana yang dunia akan saksikan nanti,
Hanyalah airmata seorang ibu,
Yang syukur pada Tuhannya,
Kerana amanah anugerahNya,
Hidupnya sebagai mujahid,
Dan perginya sebagai syuhada.



6:33 PM
- Tuesday, January 20, 2009


The cessation of fighting in Gaza has allowed the true scale of destruction there to be revealed.

Sherine Tadros reports from the north of the strip on the despair of one father who says Israeli forces shot and killed two of his daughters at close range.

A spokesperson for the Israeli army told Al Jazeera in response to the father's allegations that Israeli soldiers "do not behave in this fashion" and the army "only returns fire to areas from which it was fired upon".



count cost of war

Palestinians say 25,000 buildings were damaged
or destroyed in Israel's assault on Gaza [EPA]

Palestinians returning to their neighbourhoods have begun to unearth the true scale of destruction left by Israel's 22-day offensive on the Gaza Strip.

But as Gazans surveyed the damage and awaited help, shaky ceasefires declared separately by Israel and Palestinian fighters continued to hold on Tuesday.

Ban Ki-moon, the UN secretary-general, is also set to survey the destruction in a trip to Gaza during the day.

Estimates for the rebuilding of Gaza's devastated infrastructure have been put at billions of dollars.

Dire situation

In video
Unearthing Gaza's destruction

Israel's scorched earth tactics

John Holmes, the UN humanitarian chief, says hundreds of millions of dollars in emergency aid supplies will be needed for the people of Gaza.

Although 100,000 people had running water restored in their homes as of Sunday, 400,000 were still without it, Holmes said.

Electricity in Gaza is available for less than half the day and about 100,000 people have been displaced by the war.

Despite the three-week Israeli onslaught that killed more than 1,300 Palestinians and destroyed thousands of buildings, Hamas and other Palestinian factions claimed victory in the fighting.

Israel had said the aim of its operations in Gaza was to cripple Hamas's ability to launch rockets into the south of the country.

But a masked man calling himself Abu Obeida and claiming to be a spokesman for Ezzedine al-Qassam Brigades, Hamas's armed wing, said the group's rocket-launching capacity had not been diminished, and threatened to renew fighting if Israeli forces did not withdraw.

"They [Israel] say they weakened Hamas. We assure you that what we have lost in this war is nothing compared to what we [still] have," he said in a televised news conference on Monday.

Abu Obeida vowed that Hamas would replenish its arsenal of rockets and other weapons, in defiance of any Israeli or international efforts to cut off smuggling routes.

"Do whatever you want, bringing in and manufacturing the holy weapons is our mission, and we know how to acquire weapons," he said.

Disease fears

GAZA TOLL


At least 1,300 people killed, including more than 400 children and more than 100 women

At least 5,300 Palestinians injured, including nearly 1,900 children and 800 women

At least 100,000 people forced from their homes

At least 13 Israelis killed, including three civilians

Meanwhile, scores of bodies have been discovered in the rubble of destroyed buildings since the fighting was halted.

Abed Sharafi, an ambulance driver, said on Monday that he had helped pull out the bodies of 15 children and women from under their house.

"They were so badly decomposed that we couldn't distinguish boys from girls. Some had been there for 15 days," he said.

Al Jazeera's Ayman Mohyeldin, reporting from Gaza City, said the World Health Organisation was warning of an outbreak of disease with bodies now several weeks old and sewage flowing over many areas because of the destruction to infrastructure.

The deposed Hamas-led government in Gaza estimates that more than 5,000 buildings were completely destroyed and 20,000 damaged or partially destroyed in the fighting.










King Abdullah bin Abdulaziz of Saudi Arabia pledged on Monday to donate one billion dollars towards the reconstruction of the Palestinian coastal territory, which has faced deadly attacks by Israeli forces since December 27.

8:54 AM
- Saturday, January 3, 2009
Marhaban Marhaban

Ahlan wa sahlan to the maal hijrah. A new year for Islam. I've set some goals myself this year, although it would be tough I will try my best to archieve it. A dear friend of mine compiled some of tawakkal's previous performance pictures and made it into a video with our song of zikir munajat.Take a look.